alright, this entire senoir thing is getting really bad, I havn't come up with a good art idea in about 3-4 months and art is the only class I really care about, and I am completely brain dead over this entire thing. Well hell the only preductive thing I've done in about a year is go sober and yell at Mr. Lohman when he insinuated that I take art to just blow off the school year. So I really feel useless, its taken me 6 months just to get a damn dead end job as a cashier, tell me thats not really pointless year. It feels like the rest of this school year will just feel like one big wensday, like the week of the school year is at a point where its not close enough to plan for the end and to far away to dwell on the past.